insight of unique-ness

no im not dead...

2010-01-20T17:29:00.000-08:00

omg its been ages since ive gotten access to blogspot. so many many things have happend since the last post. so many things have changed, altered and complicated itself even more. as usual jaza's life is so dramatic itll beat shit like the OC, one tree hill or gossip girl. haha.. xoxo my ass. m currently in training for nokia's arch rival, Singtel. yep.. hahaha. well im applying for AA CET position. hopefully ill get it since i wouldnt mind d extra cash to pay off the cdt card depts so i can actually use it again. nah its dangerous. honestly i dunno whos gnna read the blog anyway unless i post it on fb or something that sugarhighbum is back again. ugh.. see lah how..

piggy is not happy >.<"

2009-03-26T17:01:00.000-07:00

currently mind is elsewhere and not at work or anything else.

am very worried

guess who's back? back again. piggy's back.. TELL A FRIEND. -.-

2009-03-19T19:23:00.000-07:00

yooohooo, im back finally. after hilanging for so long. well alot of things have happened since my last entry, went to perhentian and back, met some ghoulish friends (no im not joking), soulie's bday past, m currently sick with i dunno what kind of disease. -.-" i so don wanna get admitted. anyhoo, im sure after reading the word "ghoulish" the rest of the words don register anymore.. rite rite? nutjobs.

ok like this la.. went to perhentian with my darling team from work. for 4 days 3 nights. it was awesomely fun. loads of clear water and fishies. nice la to be on the beach again with the slight sun that we had. ( me and ratna, mainly) hmm hmm.. where to start?

well 1stly we walked all through a dark wet jungle to go to reggae bar.. after the long tiring and not to mention SCARY walk.. guess what? the bar was but of cuz closed! and so since we were all hungry we decided to have a feast with loads of food( good food at least) and then we were on our way back to our part of the island.

and dum dee duu duu we goo, proceeding with our journey with full discipline (yeah rite) anyway, we had to take 2 diff boats since one could not fit all our bum bums. and then my boat had to be the one that stopped in the MIDDLE OF THE OCEAN IN THE PITCH BLACK NIGHT! anyway, we were stuck there not sure for how long bt it did seem like eternity. saw a few things on the way, felt them too.. and yes it still sends shivers down my spine. finally, the other boat came to our rescue towing our boat all the way back to the jetty. the waves were huge-mongous. when we finally arrived the other passengers on the other boat were waiting for my arrival. ive never been so happy to touch land before. seriously, i really don like being stuck in the middle of the sea. yes.. it IS scary.

apart from that the holiday was a bomb. fantabulous. thank u loads to christal! mwax

k la ive got to go back to work now. :) good to be back.

new year.. hopefully new me!

2009-02-03T00:27:00.001-08:00

well well.. i noe abit late. been one month into the new year. got a new place but same job and same life. not really, many things have happend. words said. since its a new year, my aim was actually to lose weight since ive been becoming more and more like a darn potato. ish! well now sine ive moved to a place with an awesome swom pool been swimming daily and am seeing the difference. quite happy bout it. valentine is just around the corner and suprize suprize am still single. but its all good since i do have friends that i can count on (SOULIE, DADDY & BABY GURL!) mwah love u guys. am glad that i have u donkies in my life. baby gurl, i hope that things will turn out for the best and dont worry i will be ur shoulder and pillar to guide and help u tru the time that ure going tru at the momemt. altho things may not be working out at the moment but as i have told u a million times and will probably have to a million more.. what doesnt kill u makes u stronger babe. and i know u will pull tru this. ure a strong woman and thats why i love u! and soulie and daddy.. hehe thanks for sticking up for me all this time. really appreciate it. and i hope that ure happy with the progress ur daughter is making. finally becoming a lady esp with the awesomeness silverblingie new baggie i bought. hehe. anyway.. currently in baby gurl's hse at the moment going to go back to layaning her now. >.<
mwax mwax
until next time here are some pics from random adventures that this lil (well not so lil anymore..sadly) piggy has encountered. oh my life is oh so fantabulous. i wish! :P

****currently having system difficulties uploading the pics. meow****
patience is a virtue.. :P
booyah~

late pics from my 21st.

2008-12-29T07:37:00.001-08:00

hey hey,

finally met up with fiz and the crew. since ive gone mia for ages. anyway he managed to get whole of my number so here i am in the crib with all the rest of em. complaining ad that im on the net and not sitting with them. muaahah. anyway got some pics from my 21st that i hardly remember. ehehe. have fun.

im back!

2008-12-28T08:22:00.000-08:00

yo yo,

ok i noe its been a while. guess why? all thanks to d ultragenuis IT morons in my office who blocked the freaking site im unable to fill my blog with even more crap! meow. anyway i don have the pics of the last few centuries i went missing. some very interesting and well caught memories.

right now am stoned like ive been for the past few days. anyhoo, will let in the pics soon. when i get the chance. btw i at double prosperity today from mcds.

muahahaha.

ciao.

87-30-DC

2008-12-08T20:09:00.000-08:00

the idiot who thinks hes a big shot with the red number plate but doesnt know how to drive. ass wipe! remember pam?! muahaha. told u he'll be on my blog!

mwax~

retardz untd.inc

2008-12-08T19:46:00.000-08:00

pics from the few crazy nites that ive been out as u can see. haha. anyway, seems like we had quite a fun time. cant recall much but looking at the pics it was kinda kinky. muahahha. omg picadilly face what have u done to me. still waiting for the pics from toothbrush of mos. hes coming back to work on thursday. am dead tired and just wanna go to sleep but of cuz have to work. sad but true. the sad story of life. just had lunch with mr.premjit. damn long since we hung out. sasau case. haha. dirty fella! anyway, all i have on my mind now is my bed and my softie blankie! i wanna sleep! *pout pout*

rain rain go away..

2008-12-07T19:13:00.000-08:00

hello.
im back.
to write crap again.
meow.
i actually dunno what to write.
alot has happened.
went to picadilly got sloshed and ended up sleeping in a very akward corner in pam's car.
saturday was recovering from a blasting headache and then went to mos at night for sonia's bday.
just damn happy that it worked out.
names were in the guest list and got a nice table with the bottles.
sunday went to do hair with baby girl.
apart from that nothing much.
sis from another mother is here.
will write later.
now no mood.
grr!

overdosesugar@gg.com

2008-12-04T23:29:00.001-08:00

the amount of sugar in my body right now is making my head feel like a helium balloon, i cant really feel my fingers and i cant sit still. muahahaha. 1hr more to go till work finishes. and then picadilly here we come. yey yey!

kanak kanak ribena

2008-12-04T16:19:00.000-08:00

guess whos back.. back again.. piggy's back..lalala~
yesterday after the idiotic moronic call from mr nah from sg. burst out after speaking to him for too long. TWO freaking hours wei! omg. anyway went home took some wisky and slept. got woken up and den a msg from cowie came in and we went for our long awaited sugar rush session. was fun apart from 4 gays who were sitting behind us cackling like witches and trust me it was damn irritating. cowie couldnt take too much of it so we decided to go back since his bladder was going to burst. i was damn hyper trying to control macho. but kantoi abit cuz i had the cocky smile on my face. anyway, talk cock till like 3 i think mr cowman was lowlife-ing. den me being hyper took another pack of whisky and slept and woke up 2 hrs later and here i am. picadilly face and me wearing sama baju again. boria. yesterday also boria. omg. haha. waiting to go out tonight with the crew. meow. later oni i will put in some pics la. cuz the cust im talking to right now is damn slow. his brain slower than a snail. trying very hard to stay awake. zzz!

die singaporeans die!

2008-12-04T01:15:00.000-08:00

the whole of singapore should burn in hell. fuckholes!

i mean it!

its raining its pouring the old man is snooooring...

2008-12-03T23:31:00.000-08:00

its raining.. and im just hoping that it stops in time for me to go home. zzzz. damn boring d. picadilly face went home d. baby girl din come to work. mr bullyjasmine also finish work d. now i feel like sleeping. and i got a pc suite call dat i don feel like going back to. argh! and i feel like puking cuz pam n me have been filling ourselves up with pure crap. aha. oh well. what to do. i got like 1hr 40mins to go before i finish work. damn sien laaaaa...! :( anyway, ive got to do what ive got to do. i wanna sleep! yes i noe im a true born pig! as christal calls me pandi elf. ahaha. ok i shall go back to the call now. raWr!

im back!!

2008-12-03T16:03:00.000-08:00

hmm.. one day never write got alot to fill in. and and and finally pictures from the weekend. yey! on tuesday after work. went to ps as we planned. got a few things (awesome shoes). then went to picadilly *duh* with mrbullyjasmine, samebirthday boy and 2 of his friends. got kinda cheesed off cuz a certain someone pissed me off. anyway, generally it was ok. pam and me looked like sisters cuz we decided to become boria for a night. same shirt shorts and shoes. haha. pity we forgot to take pics from there again. yesterday since i missed the office so much i came and had lunch in padi. well not really lah i had to collect my ohsomissed boots and coat. I FINALLY have them. then waited for picadilly face to come down and went to pavillion to look for the corset top that she wants for her bday. we found one awesome looking one but she cannot fill it in. haha. was tempted to buy but drinks came 1st. so batal plan. then we went to some chinese restaurant to get sum grub. sweet & sour pork, toufu, kailan and bamboo shellie thingies. damn full after dinner and again after whacking everything we remembered that we din take a pic of our feast. while we were walking back to the office since her mum was supposed to pick her up, d madam complaining feet very pain so finally decided to take off em heels and walk bare foot. the amount of wiereded out looks we got from ppl i tell u.. i also kena wei! eventho i was wearing my gorgeous shoes. oh yeah, am planning to move to the picadilly condo area if its close enough to the train and also in my price range. haha. pam will be stayin with me then. alcoholic!

picadilly + pam = OMg!

2008-12-01T21:37:00.000-08:00

pamela is currently in love with picadilly. she even has a face that has a stamp that says "i want to go to picadilly". don have to say anything also can know d. monkey. anyway me and her are going to petaling street after work and then either to picadilly or to quatro with spice girl. depending if got free flow anot there. haha. if not we go to our spot that has cheap beer and football. muahaha. im currently talking to a bapok sounding person from sg but he seems quite nice la. but damn blur wei! haha. 2nd time i talked to him today. somehow he managed to get connected to me and bug my life. babygirl got me choki choki and im drinking a livita. muahaha. damn long nv get high on sugar d. died la when me and pam go to petaling street everyone will think we're crazy. soulie just sent me a msg saying that kuhen is in hospital due to high fever. hope he is doin ok. i cant wait to get off work now. 1hr to go till i finish work yaw...!! ok just got off a call that lasted for an hour. stupid bufffooon had her brains in her ass. explain how many times also cannot masuk in the head. dunno why la got such idiots in the world. waste of space, air and resources. aihx. anyway, now im done with work. will be going to ps with picadilly face. haha. not working tmr. photos hopefully by thursday. meow!

christmas fever..

2008-12-01T18:56:00.000-08:00

have to go christmas shopping soon. i so do not like shopping cuz i always dunno what to get ppl. im going to get my stuff from india tmr going to meet up with the guy whom my mum passed the stuff on to. MY BELOVED BOOTS AND COAT ARE FINALLY HERE! muahaha i cant wait. anyway, yesterday i knocked out at 9 slept all the way till 430 cuz mrbullyjasmine apologized for not being able to get my mc for me since he was also being a pig and slept. haha. went back to sleep and woke up half an hour later to get ready for work. piercings are doin swell. not too much pain just getting used to the metallic feel to it. hehe. calls are not too bad just now got banging from one turkey chicken shit who thought he was on line with vodafone and i kena sounding for no reason until the end of the convo :

jaz : thank u for calling nokia careline (very dead tone)

TCS : oh ure not vodafone?

jaz: of cuz not u dumbshit, thats what ive been trying to get tru ur thick skull for the past 15mins.(in my head of cuz)

sis from another mother bugging me by showing me 'his' pictures. meow. i currently need to pee very badly but im actually quite lazy to have to walk up to the toilet and all. so much work so lil time. ok yes i sound like a very big bum right now. which reminds me i have to start jogging again. the work out spree din last very long due to the rains. not my fault. and also the fact that ive brought out the alcoholic in me again thanks to the sasau crew. and no pictures yet from the weekend, cuz my darling photographer din bring her camera. grr! anyway. my bladder going to burst d. so i have to go release. shh! HAHA. k.

we miss u yoga!

hectic weekend

2008-11-30T18:28:00.000-08:00

*YAWN*
i miss my bed and blanket and pillows. im so the very low life-ing its sad! happening weekend in a way. wedding la clubbing la cider la piercings la. unexpected things also got. VERY unexpected, some ppl will know what im talking about la. haha. anyway, the wedding was ok 1st time wearing a saree. quite cool la but damn hard to walk haha knowing me and how tomboyish i can be sometimes. heels and lots of cloth = tough time walking. esp when trying to control and walk up/down the stairs struggling not to trip and fall flat on my face. it gets a bit of time to get used to it once getting the hang of it not so hard anymore la. but i was so scared everything is just going to come loose. traumatizing if that happened. after the wedding went to laundry with the crew. drank danced drank mwax! selected ppl will know what i mean lah. anyway, sis from another mum and me went sasau in waikiki went stealing christmas ornaments and also realising much later that we were on camera. haaha. thats what happen when 2 random ppl hang out together and have nothing better to do. den on sunday again with sis from another mum went to sgwang to get my piercings done den went to get a few beers. den went to bangsar continued drinking spice girl, his gf and samebirthday boy joined us as well as mr bully jasmine. drank and watched the game. but wasnt paying much attention. was talking so much so each time the ppl cheered we just masuk line oni. went home around like 3+ and right now im feeling so brain dead its amazing i can actually layan these nuts who have nothing else better to do than call the careline and whine. idiots! anyway, today i so know what im going to do when i go home. sleep! -nuff said!

p/s : pics will come in tmr. photographer's camera also brain dead. haha.

nyum!

2008-11-28T01:33:00.001-08:00

fantasticalicious!

meow meow...

2008-11-27T15:16:00.000-08:00

good morning.. haha.. after being such a dead rat for the half of yesterday its good to have at least a lil energy back in my body again. was so sweet of baby girl to be mummy for the day. made sure i had food in my body and sent me home. somehow when we got into her car there was a swimming pool in the passanger seat. and her woofer wasnt working. god was she pissed. we stopped and fiddled around with the wiring system but to no avail the woofers din awaken. pity my baby girl. then we chilled in my sleepy room cuz it was raining was too heavily for me to allow her to drive. cannot see wei. damn scary! as usual when u put to girls who have a bond we ended up talking for quite sometime. and gave her the well deserved massage and damn was her back tensed. hehe. mr 'ioweuapiggyforurbirthday' called said i sounded like a dead frog and made sure i was home safe and my belly was filled. shamim called and him and danie had some fantasy about doing wierd stuff with monkeys from around the world. going back to their ancestorial roots. :P cowie also checked in on me to see how i was doing. and that monkey shamim had lah to call me at 2 in the morning for god knows what reason. grr! anyway i don remember the convo so haha. must not have been important probly the normal make sure u eat dont get wet in the rain drink water n rest. -.-" okie then i shall go back to work now. bwex.

jello bum

2008-11-27T01:38:00.000-08:00

rite now. i feel like poo.

not only that i don like being so lifeless laaaa.. stuck in the office cuz of the rain and cuz i cant move so much. i miss being hyper. boo!! i hate being sick it sucks big time. and i don like being so quiet. damn boring. feeling damn bad cuz baby girl's worried sick! love u baby girl. thank u. mwax mwax.

:(

2008-11-26T23:28:00.001-08:00

i DONT feel GOOD!

number 1

2008-11-26T17:22:00.000-08:00

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match would be with 3,5,7

back to work

2008-11-26T15:45:00.001-08:00

grr.. its 745 in the morning and im in the office after an awesome off day full of sleep. haha. being a bum for a whole day was actually quite fun and needed in a way. well now im missing my bed very badly. was supposed to stay home for the whole day (my housemate found it very very wierd) but then i got a phone call from my sister from another mother. chilled out at my place for a while den went out and came home at 12 i guess. after a few stouts the sleep was damn chun wei! haha with the rain summore. syok-ness maximum! then got woken up by cowie at 430 just informing me that he was hungry and went back to sleep. grr. den i had to go back to sleep again and then got woken up again by mrbullyjasmine at 530 to get me out of bed and into the office. and here i am. with nothing to do cuz i malas wanna take calls. still in bum mode. i have time anyway. but coming to the office in the morning has some pros to it. no q-ing up in the station and then of cuz theres the no hassle in finding a place to sit with my sasau crew. haha. anyway, i should start taking calls now. will be back. raoink!

p/s:this pic damn on! haha.

raoiNk~

2008-11-25T02:49:00.000-08:00

ok well, here i am finally with a blog which im meant to create ages ago. since knowing what a bum i can be most of the time it has been delayed for..hmm..lets see...a couple of years maybe? anyway, since it has finally been created its is time to actually write what a nut i can be. haha. 1stly, i miss my mum! tremendously. altho i sometimes do wish that i was in india with her. i am actually enjoying living on my own supporting my own ass in this big harsh world. can be fun can be hard. depending on the way u take in things. usually its way better to take it with a pinch of salt so it wont bug u so much in the end. 2ndly, my face is burning due to the 'fall asleep on the balcony' session i had in pd last weekend. story - wanting some colour in my face (missing the sand and sun and sea everyweek in india) and im not the person who can carry off a pale face. sat on the balcony of the apartment played music smoked a cig and the flew off to lalaland. the next thing i know my face is very the painful! lesson - dont fall asleep when tanning. BAD FOR HEALTH! 3rdly, im damn bored at work waiting for daniela to finish off her shift so we can go food hunting. haha another 33mins to go. actually thats one of the main reasons that made me move my bum to create the blog in the 1st place. since ive got nothing else better to do. i din have sugar today so my brain not functioning very well. so i guess this will be all for the moment. ok sasau d. mwax!